It sounds like your Dad had a wonderful service that would make any man proud. I am sure he was there in spirit and in all of your hearts. Your planning and your Eulogy would have made a any man proud of his family's devotion and love. It is time to start the healing and return your thoughts to the ones that need you now. Your Dad will always be in your heart and you will always have wonderful thoughts of your life as his daughter. Those are the cleansing thoughts, the ones that will take away the pain. You will very soon wake up one morning and things will look alot different than they appear right now. You will continue to miss him off and on forever. The little things will come to mind and will put a smile on your face instead of the tears you have shed in the last few weeks. It will get better and easier every day that passes. You thoughts will soon be of mostly the good times and things that just pop into your thoughts and you will find yourself smiling. Our Lord is a wonderful Lord that provides help at just the right times. You have a large and close family and each of you will feed off of each others memories. It is sad that the little ones will not get to know him as he was, but even they will have your memories as the years pass. it is a wonderful thing when families are as close and loving as your family is. Each of you have your own support system within the family. You are a very blessed ,wonderful matriarch, for the family. You hold it all together beautifully. I know your Mom must be very proud to have raised such a wonderful daughter and I am sure your Dad is looking down at you with sheer pride that you are his daughter. The whole service was handled with alot of loving thoughts and memories with everyone celebrating his life. You should be proud as well as emotional right now. Shed the tears and then find something to laugh about. Your Dad would not want you to continue to be sad. Take solace in the fact that he did not have to suffer for a proloned period of time. You have been in my thoughts and prayers. Keep Mom busy and she will get through it very well also. She has already proven that she is going to get by just fine. My love to all of you, Linda
Oh! thanks so much Lind for that lovely letter. I am getting by each day is a little less painful. Mum and I have been out all day and she seems to be coping well too. I think she said her goodbyes a while ago and she is happy with her own company.
You are right about the memories, every now and then I recall something that makes me smile and sometimes shed a tear, but it is fleetingly now.
Dad would not want us to mourn too long and you are right we are so glad he didn't have to spend too much time in hospital. It's a pity he didn't even know we were there, well maybe he did!!!!!!
Love and blessings Chris
thank you for sharing this with us. Your dad must be very proud of you.he will always keep that special place in your heart and in your memory. cherish the lovely moments you had together, he will keep watching over you.hugs/love gerry
I do hope so Gerry - that's what life is all about family, friends and your memories of loved ones. I am glad he is at rest now.
Love and blessings Chris
Thank you for writing such a beautiful memory here for us Chris. God is good all of the time.;)
Hi Jerrilyn, you are welcome. God gave me the strength to get through it all. After the service was over now that was a different matter - I cried quite a lot especially when the hearse left the church. I am so glad that it was such a great day. Love and blessings Chris
Chris, I'm just now seeing this (18hrs later). Thank you for sharing with us such a wonderful memory. Your dad would have been proud of you all. I will continue to keep you in my prayers during this time of grieving. Can I share one of my favorite verses from God's Word. Phil. 4, 6-7, "Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. HIS peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." Knowing Him on a personal level gives us a peace others don't understand. And when we go though this valley He says we are not to fear. God is with us always. So I'm praying during this time you will reach out to God for a peace none other can give you.... Love you and praying for you and your family. Hugs...Terre
I am sure that Dad would have been proud of me. I woke at 3.00am on the day of the funeral with my heart racing and was thinking of things that I had to do, but I just prayed for a calm to fill me and it did. I am so glad I got through the Eulogy right till the last line, but it was just a great release to let the tears flow.
Thank you for that great quote from Philippians - it's one of my favourite books.
After witnessing my father's passing from this life into the next I have no fear for it is just a breath away.
As I left him for the last time I whispered in his ear that I'd see him in heaven.
Love and blessings Chris
Thank you so much for sharing the beautiful service...I know there will continue to be tears but I also know you will have many wonderful memories....I'm so glad God gave you the strength to make it through the eulogy.....I will continue to pray for your family...blessings Janet
Thanks so much Janet - it was a beautiful service and I'm so glad all our family and friends got to be there. Dad would have loved it.
Love and blessings Chris
Will keep you and your family in my prayers. What a beautiful service for your dear Dad.Hugs Lynn.
Chris thanks for this. I realise due to the time diffeence I had left it too late to say I would be thinking of you at the service. I did the main talking at my mothers funeral earlier this year. I too felt I wanted to do this for her. The person at my fathers funeral did not know him and this was obvious at the funeral. They had only just become the vicar of their church. I also found the end of my talking about my mums life the bit which was the most difficult as did my younger daughter who also spoke. Funerals for the elderly are a celebration of their past life. I am just sorry that your father was not that old.
Keep remembering as a family the father you all loved and remembered before he began to fail. Take care
Thank you so much for praying for us anyway. We have all appreciated it.
I was saying in an earlier post that every now and again a memory pops into my head and I cry or laugh. He was such a great Dad, Puppa and Great Puppa!
You're right too a funeral is a celebration of life! Praise the Lord!
Love and blessings Chris
What a special good bye for a man who was and still is dearly loved and missed. You are a brave woman to have given the eulogy. I would never have been able to get through it. Take time to rest uo, remember the joys and spend pecious time with your Mom.
Thanks Karen - I wasn't as brave as my best friend though - I am the lead singer in church and everyone expected me to sing. Marg sang at her father's funeral and I told her I could never do that - I get too emotional. I kept my word I didn't sing - we just had his and mum's favourite songs which were bad enough, some were tear jerkers.
It will be a lovely day today Sunday 12th September as our grand-daughter Aqualina is being baptised. Dad would have loved to be there.
Yes, Mum will be looked after. I'm taking her for a trip to Adelaide at the end of October to catch up with old friends and Rosemary our cousin who stayed at my place has asked us to stay with her.
Love and blessings Chris
Chris, your Dad will be there ( if only in spirit)at the baptising of Aqualina. Your whole family will have him in their thoughts and prayers. Thinking of you tomorrow. Hugs Lynn
What special service for your father. I will continue to pray for you and your loved ones as you work through your loss. God bless, Judy
Thanks Judy, every now and again I'll be thinking of something and the tears come to the surface - but, that is to be expected - time will heal the pain that he is gone, but memories will last forever.
Love and blessings Chris
What a beautiful service you and your family had for your father, I have been thinking and praying for you all week. Love and Hugs, Mary
Thank you so much Mary - it was a fitting send off and everyone at the service cried and laughed. Dad would have loved it.
Love and blessings Chris
Chris, what a touching and special service you and your family put together for your Dad - how is your Mum holding up? I prayed for you through the week and knew that you would do well and it is very hard for me to even write my feelings about all this my dear - my eyes seem to be leaking and I can't see to type.
Thanks Shirlene I really appreciated all your little cards etc. It's been a tough week full of highs and lows, but we have managed to get through it all.
Today at church will be sad as the whole congregation will be with us. Straight after it we have to go to the Belmont Anglican Church (our sister church only 5 mins away - which was my church before I came to the Belmont North one) for Aqualina's Baptism.
We are really thankful for everyone's prayers, thoughts and concerns. He had a wonderful life and I am just so thankful, happy and sad all rolled up into one for the care and concern showed to us.
He will be greatly missed. Mum is holding up well, she said her goodbyes a long time ago, but there of course will be times when she is sad too.
God is good, He will keep us covered by his great love.
Love and blessings Chris