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by sebsews ( edited 02 May 2020 ) 01 May 2020

Today I will think of my love, Blackie. We would have been married for 38 years. My heart still aches for him, but I know he is in a better place. I cherish the many wonderful memories we had. Even though the loss is great, I try not to mourn what I have lost, but rejoice in what we had. Blackie will forever remain in my heart.

Thank you to Cuties who have followed me on this journey. Hugs and flowers to all, Suzanna
Picture 5-1-1982

Update: This is a memory a friend had of us.
Will be praying for you today, while you think of all the wonderful memories you shared with Blackie. Iโ€™ll give you one, I remember when we were opening Grandmas Kitchen, Blackie would come there at lunchtime and bring you this wonderful lunch from home and the two of you would sit there like high school kids. He looked at you like it was his first date. โค๏ธ


by airyfairy 02 May 2020

Such a handsome man. So many memories in those lovely pictures. Take care

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sebsews by sebsews 03 May 2020

Thank you. Yes he was handsome and through the years he got more handsome.

by arisann 02 May 2020

May The Lord continue to be with you and fill your heart with love, comfort and wonderful memories. You have expressed what a blessing God gave you for all those years you had with Blackie and hope you know that love never dies, it is always right in your heart. God be with you now. Soon you will turn around and he will be right there, but for now he would be so proud of you and all you have accomplished and done these past 5 years. Thank you for sharing your beaufiful photos with us. Prayers for encouragement each day...

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sebsews by sebsews 03 May 2020

Thank you. Your words are very comforting to me. Cuties have been so good for me.

by pennifold 02 May 2020

What lovely pictures of the both of you Suzanna. I can't believe it's been 5 years, they have gone by so fast. It's so lovely that you have memories to look back onto. I pray your future brings you much happiness. Love Chris

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sebsews by sebsews 03 May 2020

Thank you. Yes 5 years, sometimes it feels like a lifetime. I do need that future of happiness and joy,

by gerryvb 02 May 2020

"Even though you are apart
his spirit is always with you
forever in your heart."

Thank you for sharing these lovely pictures. big hug for you ๐Ÿ’•

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sebsews by sebsews 03 May 2020

Thank you! I believe your are right. I have so many pictures but the wedding ones mean so much to me.

by vkggal 01 May 2020

Know that I feel your pain, but, love your attitude. Praying for God's blessings for whatever your future holds and that you find a path that brings you much joy!

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sebsews by sebsews 03 May 2020

Thank you. It is hard but looking forward to that joy.

by dragonflyer 01 May 2020

It is always so sad to lose a life glad you had as many years as you did and you can reflect on all of the good times you were able to spend together...

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sebsews by sebsews 03 May 2020

Thank you. Yes I reflect every day.

by graceandham 01 May 2020

It's still an anniversary, but of a different sort. So, happy Anniversary, happy thoughts and memories. Treat yourself.

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sebsews by sebsews 01 May 2020

Thank you. Yes it is an anniversary but living it differently now. Treat was I fixed one off his favorite meals. Tasted a little different but OK.

by dailylaundry 01 May 2020

Your attitude says it all! It can't be easy, but to cherish the wonderful time you had together means everything. How smart you are! Suzanna, you know he is still with you! Hugs and love, Laura

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sebsews by sebsews 01 May 2020

Thank you. Yes I know he is watching over me, even after 5 years.

by crafter2243 Moderator 01 May 2020

It's those special dates that tuck at our heart. I hope by thinking of Blackie lots of good memories come to mind. Love your picture. A special cyber hug on this special day. โค๐Ÿ’•

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sebsews by sebsews 01 May 2020

Thank you. All the anniversaries are full of good memories.

by 02kar Moderator 01 May 2020

You are a brave and strong woman. I know it is a very difficult day but oh my, what a wonderful way to spend the day. Enjoy those wonderful memories. They are the reassures of your life. And I hope the present and future will hold many more treasures of memories to cherish.

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sebsews by sebsews 01 May 2020

Thank you. I spent the day going through photo albums and having positive thoughts. I try to be strong. I do look forward to what life has to offer me.

by toogie 01 May 2020

Memories are with us always and itโ€™s good to remember. You have the right outlook, not letting the past rob you of the future. Looking forward to the future doesnโ€™t diminish the past. Enjoy your present and future, making new memories. Good luck to you!-Toogie

toogie by toogie 01 May 2020

Ps forgot to say how good you both look but then we all looked better 38 years ago!-๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

sebsews by sebsews 01 May 2020

Thank you for your kind words. I am not sure what the future has for me but I am looking forward to it. Yes younger looking is better.